June 2013
42 posts
2366) Sometimes I feel like I don't even have an eating disorder because my eating habits aren't consistent. Like, for a week I can eat normally and be okay but then out of no where I get the urge to purge or fast and it's all so random.
how was the pysch ward i wanna go to one
It was really interesting, each one is different. The first one was pretty strict but they helped me a lot. Not like anything you see or hear about. It’s definitely one of a kind experience
If I can’t destroy my body from the outside ill destroy it from within.
Being skinny has tromped all my prior goals and commitments
70034) This isn't self motivation. This isn't self control. This is self hatred.